Wednesday, May 14, 2014

Experience 1

A very dear friend of my mother visited our house and stayed with us for almost a fortnight once. I'm surprised its been over four years to that but I remember it today. She was from a place called Dhanbad close Kolkata, India.

She had an uncanny fondness towards dogs. She said, back there in Dhanbad she had a lot of dogs in her house. She really missed them whilst she was here away from them. So, In order to console her heart she would feed the dogs that were there in our neighborhood.

She started the practice of getting small packets of Parle G biscuits to the house and opening and feeding all the dogs with one packet of it every day - morning and evening. I believe the feeling she got doing that was beautiful.

After she left we continued the practice and would reluctantly feed the dogs with a packet of biscuits everyday. We just used to sometimes, even open the biscuits and drop them on the heads of the dogs whilst they stood there with their tongues out. It had become like a dead habit. Every family member had their turns where this concept of feeding a packet of biscuit started out with stage 1- the rising excitement stage, stage 2- the fulfilling joyful moment stage , stage 3- the zenith point  stage 4- the declining interest stage and stage 5- its a past thing stage. Only instead of it being " past" it became " Passed" and by the time each one us had crossed all the stages , it was too late...

The dogs of the society, all stray though had taken to an extra fondness towards us. We were their kings. Wherever we went inside the society they'd walk right beside us whether we wanted them or not. Like a army of guardians.

So we deduced the responsibility of continuing feeding them to the domestic help who would come in or was working with us. Very soon, we discovered something really amazing.

Our practice had turned into a trend in the society. Many people had started feeding them. Few would throw down biscuits from their 2nd floor terrace in front of their house on the roads where the dogs would come, few were feeding them with meat and the rest would shed their left over food in some place for the dogs to find it instead of dumping it into the dustbin. It was a phenomenon in true sense.

Yet, no one carried on as long as we did. The times came and faded away, but we have yet continued the practice.

It was after all a moment that brought about this. Just a moment.... 

Sunday, October 20, 2013

Spiritual Experience On Durga Puja

Disappointments are the fruits of expectation,Pain is watered by malignant thoughts,Hope is the force and energy -Driven till insanity pervades thy existence. Soul is the source of Divinity, that calls upon All magnetic realities;Like a metal having pointed edges -Like all good things with their subdued evils. 


But, when one learns the art of self dependence, None can obstruct thy path, disappointments are kept at bay As one is prepared with back up plans for the consequences of breaking expectations. Invincible strength mighty power; supreme spirit -Reins and enforces a determination to achieve everything in your way ;Diffusing all evidence of pain or malignant thought as one heads to Vanquish and destroy everything and win over oneself, No  mercy for anyone, no sympathy for mistakes - Focus is in the blood. None are blamed as one rides on self responsibility - Blood seeks thy goal with such pace;Doubts have no space, desire has no credit 


This is the secret for eternal joy, Spirit lies untamed, Love is thy very existence ; Peace is your state. A realization seeps in, where absolution exists One feels most loved in  non existence. 


I literally visited Kali ghat which i have never done ever before , having visited Kolkata for the past 20years. And that too on the 1st day. 
I visited Birla Mandir, on a most remote day and time, when i went for a task with significant importance, just before that. When, it just happened that Birla mandir was in the area and I just happened to come across it and make a visit when nothing of the sort was planned. 
And then, visited Pandals of Durga mata, the whole night on the 9th . From 10.30pm - 7am in the morning. 
In a cab that took me around after 2am , when the others left me back home ; but i wasn't contented and wanted to visit all. 
Since, it was told that from the 6th day i.e. 10th night that crowd would be maddening. 

Auspicious , and most beautiful experience ever. 

As it is said, at the highest level of spiritual being one has to travel alone after a certain point. your friends, relatives all fade away after you reach the gateway to the path you walk. That's exactly what happened to me. 
The aesthetic sense and beauty of visiting each place was truly glorious. 


Thursday, August 23, 2012

Giving

Life is so unpredictable and so full of surprises that every moment can become a lifetime worth of experiences. Only when the true meaning of life is clear in ones eyes, can it happen. All ones inhibitions, stress, inabilities , drawbacks and blockages can change to gifts, blessings, miracles and surprises that one starts welcoming with open arms. 

I used to take life for granted and never valued it. So it showed me the way to wider more open garden it had in store for me, and i realized i was the one who was creating what I perceived as the most invaluable thing was actually invaluable, priceless and out of the world. 

I welcome and feel happy about every thing today. The path of faith is so beautiful that even a tragedy in a close ones life makes me say - This happened for a bigger cause , have patience and wait - it'll be a boon for you very soon , you will thank yourself it happened at the very same things you are cribbing and cursing and i suggest you stop cribbing  today and moreover i would sometimes be able to even tell them what boon it'll bring to them, me and others around . 

I always go out of my way to do for everyone. My friends for sure and a little more than my friends for my enemies. I do good for everyone. My enemies often get perplexed, irritated, curious and jealous of me helping them even after all the disagreements we have. They bubble their own guilt inside them but eventually come around to be my closest friends. 
I do this for i Believe, every word and every action me does should be such that me feels proud and happy I did what I did in the future  inspite of the compelling circumstances that were directing me and tying me down by the disciplines I created by people to control things in their favor which i wouldn't benefit from and possibly regret doing at some stage of my life and that stage those people aren't going to make me feel any better or care about how i feel or even be around for that matter. 
I am an individual, a universe in itself. If i help others their gratitude for me would be the biggest asset i will collect building a heaven for myself brick by brick. 
So i ensure to make the best of what i have around me and use it to do whatever i can to go out of my way to help others. Be it by defying certain people, be it against certain principles and rules. Rules are never meant for anyone's betterment. 

It makes my thoughts and perceptions trapped without a small space- an arena . 

I know if i must be free, i mustn't think about wrong and right, for my emotions guide and stay with me not the people. 

When i started listening to my emotions and my emotions only, life embraced me and i felt like I met God i'm a child of. God loves me so much that I felt loved beyond anything i'd ever felt.I am not afraid about anything or anyone, i believed that i would be taken care of and be happy no matter what happens. If  my emotions ask me to jump off a cliff i would do it most willingly for i know nothing will happen to me that the birds would come to my rescue and keep me safe since God lives in my heart and life. Everything I do is mentored by Him.  I can do things that were magical. Nothing bound me down. I could communicate with anybody i desired without writing a letter to them and i would recieve a response in a form or medium that made me realize that every person and every thing was related to each other . 
I just had to Believe in the power . That was, is and shall remain the meaning of life., shall pore like a waterfall of beautiful moments that shall last for eternity. 

I know that the day I  hold anything to me person or thing I will cease to live life in a moment. I know  it all is all temperory and shall fall off like the sand when i want to  hold it tight and need it the most.