Life is so unpredictable and so full of surprises that every moment can become a lifetime worth of experiences. Only when the true meaning of life is clear in ones eyes, can it happen. All ones inhibitions, stress, inabilities , drawbacks and blockages can change to gifts, blessings, miracles and surprises that one starts welcoming with open arms.
I used to take life for granted and never valued it. So it showed me the way to wider more open garden it had in store for me, and i realized i was the one who was creating what I perceived as the most invaluable thing was actually invaluable, priceless and out of the world.
I welcome and feel happy about every thing today. The path of faith is so beautiful that even a tragedy in a close ones life makes me say - This happened for a bigger cause , have patience and wait - it'll be a boon for you very soon , you will thank yourself it happened at the very same things you are cribbing and cursing and i suggest you stop cribbing today and moreover i would sometimes be able to even tell them what boon it'll bring to them, me and others around .
I always go out of my way to do for everyone. My friends for sure and a little more than my friends for my enemies. I do good for everyone. My enemies often get perplexed, irritated, curious and jealous of me helping them even after all the disagreements we have. They bubble their own guilt inside them but eventually come around to be my closest friends.
I do this for i Believe, every word and every action me does should be such that me feels proud and happy I did what I did in the future inspite of the compelling circumstances that were directing me and tying me down by the disciplines I created by people to control things in their favor which i wouldn't benefit from and possibly regret doing at some stage of my life and that stage those people aren't going to make me feel any better or care about how i feel or even be around for that matter.
I am an individual, a universe in itself. If i help others their gratitude for me would be the biggest asset i will collect building a heaven for myself brick by brick.
So i ensure to make the best of what i have around me and use it to do whatever i can to go out of my way to help others. Be it by defying certain people, be it against certain principles and rules. Rules are never meant for anyone's betterment.
It makes my thoughts and perceptions trapped without a small space- an arena .
I know if i must be free, i mustn't think about wrong and right, for my emotions guide and stay with me not the people.
When i started listening to my emotions and my emotions only, life embraced me and i felt like I met God i'm a child of. God loves me so much that I felt loved beyond anything i'd ever felt.I am not afraid about anything or anyone, i believed that i would be taken care of and be happy no matter what happens. If my emotions ask me to jump off a cliff i would do it most willingly for i know nothing will happen to me that the birds would come to my rescue and keep me safe since God lives in my heart and life. Everything I do is mentored by Him. I can do things that were magical. Nothing bound me down. I could communicate with anybody i desired without writing a letter to them and i would recieve a response in a form or medium that made me realize that every person and every thing was related to each other .
I just had to Believe in the power . That was, is and shall remain the meaning of life., shall pore like a waterfall of beautiful moments that shall last for eternity.
I know that the day I hold anything to me person or thing I will cease to live life in a moment. I know it all is all temperory and shall fall off like the sand when i want to hold it tight and need it the most.
